Just short note for myself:
I admit "I was wrong" about goal, and meaning of life after short visit to Tea house in Chinatown, Bangkok which own by few of respectable Gurus.
HAPPINESS IS NOT A DESTINATION, IT IS A WAY OF LIFE.That sign hung on the 2nd floor's wall, hidden from public but it struck my mind immediately. I always believed that Happiness is an ultimate goal for me, myself, and everyone, but now I understand that it is not right. It should really be "way of life" in every breath. So I am glad to have found it, and understand way of life better now.
That's it.
Ps. Admitting you were wrong does not make you weak!